Notes of Freedom

 My life has been getting better because I finally realized the power of Jesus Christ.  When I tick inside, it feels like I’m slipping into a downward slope where I can’t grip with my faith.  What I’ve done to counter this is realize why I’m slipping and understand that God is Greater than any of it.  He is an incredible God and can make anything happen.  If I imagine that Jesus can push the bones back together and I believe by faith that the Lord will do it, He does it.  He does it because He loves me and maybe my faith is growing so much that now it's depending on Him to create all these miracles.  Although I still stumble, I know that it is not the end.  I’m learning to let go of all these insecurities that are just plain wrong.  All those lies in my mind are being transformed into light and with the blood of Jesus Christ, my body is being cleansed and it is incredible.  It’s like sin is the polluted solution that spreads like darkness, a death that is stuck inside and with Jesus, His sacrifice was perfect and acceptable and knowing that He exists in me, the darkness is purified with His blood and made clean.  Its very supernatural.  I imagine the blessings have been happening for awhile but I had no idea that this was going to happen.  I read Hebrews and in the passage they talked about the blood cleansing the body and that stuck with me.  I really have a God that can do miracles. I wonder what is going to happen next.  I hope I’ll be able to sleep a little easier tonight and pass out earlier.  I feel the blessings are coming.